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Confirmation

February 15, 2019February 15, 2019 Leave a comment

*Disclaimer: This post discusses mediumship and spirituality outside of traditional Christianity. If you are offended, please stop reading now.* Dear Carter, Hey baby boy! It’s been a long time since I wrote to you. I started a few times, but for some reason the letters never quite took off. But I’ve recently had a few… Continue reading Confirmation

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What I did for love

May 25, 2018May 25, 2018 3 Comments

Dear Carter, A year ago today, Daddy and I made the excruciatingly and agonizingly painful decision to  turn off the machines that were keeping you alive. I’ve wondered so many times over the last year if it was the right thing to do. If it was the best decision we could have made. If we… Continue reading What I did for love

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525,600 Minutes

May 23, 2018May 23, 2018 Leave a comment

Dear Carter, A year has passed since The Day.  The day a phone call shattered my innocence and ripped out my heart. Somehow the world has kept turning. Somehow the sun still rises and sets. Somehow I’m still breathing even though you’re not. I’ve fallen apart about a hundred times today as the flashbacks crashed… Continue reading 525,600 Minutes

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Inextricable

June 18, 2017 2 Comments

Dear Carter, I had to stop at the post office a couple of days ago. The only other time I had been to this particular post office , you and Gigi were with me. You were sleeping in the car and Gigi stayed outside with you while I went in to mail your sister’s birthday… Continue reading Inextricable

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Pieces of my heart

June 13, 2017June 13, 2017 Leave a comment

Dear Carter, I realized something when I was talking to your dad last night. I asked him how his day had been, and he asked about mine. I was honest when I told him that it had been a hard day. I missed you so badly yesterday, and I cried a lot. But I told… Continue reading Pieces of my heart

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About Carter

Carter Joshua brought sunshine to the world for 111 days. Here you’ll find the heart of a mama parenting a child she can no longer touch but whose love knows no boundary of time, space, or distance.

Learn more about Carter and our family’s story at my dad’s blog:

http://carterscues.blog

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